Sunday, July 31, 2005

Are Kink Curbs Good Bikes

flower_duet @ 2005-07-31T16:49:00



1. When you added me to your list of friends?
2. Why did you?
3. What type of posts you prefer to read?
4. About what you'd like to write and yet I have not done?
5. Do you think we'd be friends in "real life"?
6. How often you read my journal?
7. What we have in common?
8. Are you going to put this in your journal so you can answer?



My life goes on without much news. Usually I'm looking forward to the fall to take my long walks in search of mushrooms, but October will in the end of my contract, unemployment etc etc, this year I lost my haste. The uncertainty keeps me on my nerves. Not find work, to see how I make do
xD Yesterday I went for one of these walks, but do not go looking for something unless it relaxes me (I found a pair of eagles a squirrel feeder on a deborapajaros and various mushrooms, pineapples, but noeslomismo xDD)

Monday, July 25, 2005

Train A Goldfish To Jump

flower_duet @ 2005-07-25T17:34:00



Tomorrow I return to my working life after a vacation that have gone unnoticed as a balance sheet. I have a lot
things change and I must focus on developing a mission statement get me out of the spiral that ends I always plunging into a depressed state which I have to get away and definitively.

- Looking for work (I still have 3 month contract only)
- transform the state of anger against the world that appeared to get away from who they hurt me
- Trying to expand knowledge in the field of programming
- Go to " endocrine / psychologist? to cross a couple of problems

lista_de_quebraderos_de_cabeza Anyway will not arrive with several of my objective requires perseverance, time consuming and do not spare me any of those things, but I will I can.

Anyway my primary objective is to learn to love a little more. Do what I can to rescpecto, now that I moved away from the people who hurt me I guess it will be easier (if I can mitigate the need for isolation and lack of trust in others that has emerged following my decision).


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Sunday, July 17, 2005

Bathroom Junk Holder Für Sims3

flower_duet @ 2005-07-17T17:34:00

No, I should not have gone to the concerts of "Mi Pueblo."

only thing I got going is to stay more than one, if possible.
I feel lost, without intention to allow anyone near me on the glass that does not support or one more drop and I will not come to me down (the limit is at a level which does not even want to think).
I feel like a doormat unwanted, old, worn out by trampling and other shit that has been left outside the door to life worldwide.

I go to Vigo, need to be alone-alone and single-rodeada_de_gente. So at least I can mourn or sleep hoping that all this stops being the focus of my head in order to "rest."